heart

 after giving it a lot of thought

after a whole lot of grief, too

i'm slowly coming to understand the past 8 years

they were spent just living life

earnestly

each and every day

no matter who it was with

no matter how many different moments were joined together, all from different places, they were all genuine and coming from the same person

that part of me never changed

its hard to accept that

and i miss some of the people

but, they're in the past now

something like that could never happen to someone so careless

but then, if you're c A R E F r e e

theres nothing to stop you from going where you're going

that's one thing i regret